DOMestic Bdsm and Female Domination

Here are our past experiences:-

I wanted to take my wife to another man to have fun in front of
me. This was my long time wish. I am scared to ask her.

One day when we are having sex i asked her if she would like a
body massage from a man. She said that if it is a real massage,
she would.

Then I found a man through a newspaper ad and told him my plan
and asked him to give a massage for my wife. I took her one day
to his place. I introduced her, saying that he is a masseur and
that he is going to do massage for you today.

I wanted to watch all without her knowing from a hiding place. So
I told her i am going out and will come back after one hour. She
thought she and the man were alone in the room, but I was
watching from my hiding place without her knowing as I had
planned with his help...

He arranged the massage bed perfectly like a real massage and
started to give her a massage while covering her body with silk
cloths. She was wearing bra and panties. I signalled him to take
off the cloth and do the massage. He removed the covering and
she did not say anything.

Next step, I signalled him to remove her bra and massage her
breasts. He removed it, and that time she was a little shy, but
did not refuse. He did a real massage for her breasts.

I was turned on when he touched my wife's breast. i had an
erection.. i do not know why. I felt, if another man touches my
wife i feel some kind of feeling.

Then I asked him thru signals to remove her panties and do more
erotic massage. He removed her panties and started to massage
her pussy area. She did not say anything. I think she was
enjoying it.

After finishing the massage, She came out. I was waiting outside
and took her to our home.

That night, She asked me to do massage for her breast and she
pushed my head to her pussy and ordered me to eat pussy.. I did.
When i touched her breast i felt something different, her breast
was full and nice and hard. When i asked her about it she did
not mention that she'd had breast massage. So I thought, She
really likes this kind of arrangement.

After a week when i asked her about going for a massage again,
She replied quickly "yeah", and she said she wanted to go the same
day i asked.

So, I called another man and arranged the same way as last time.
I explained to him about my last experience and my plan to watch
all without her knowing.

This time, he was about 25. A body builder. He started the
massage the same way and removed the coverings one by one, and
did breast and pussy massage for a long time.

She was enjoying as i watched from outside in my hiding place. I
signalled him to eat her pussy. he did and she-accepted. So, I
asked him thru signals to try to have sex with her.

He asked her, and she refused.

He replied Ok. He did not do any more that day. He told me when
we were alone to bring her next time and She will cooperate.

As we planned i took her to this person again after two days, He
did everything the same way as last time and gave her breast and
pussy massage and then oral for a long time.

After doing everything, He started to fuck her without asking
her or getting permission. But I was shocked that she did not
say anything and cooperated with him very well. Also, She told
to him not to tell her husband(me). He agreed. I smiled to
myself.

After a few days, She asked me to take her to that man to do
massage. So, I agreed and took her. He did everything the same
way as the previous time.

Now She is asking whenever she likes. I take her whenever she
asks and he does the same every time.

My Questions are:-

Why do I do these kind of things for her?

Am I a sub man? Or Is she a Dom?

After this, She ordered to me to do breast massage and eating
pussy every time.. Sometimes She asks me to do housework. Some
times i help without saying anything.

Now she has changed a lot and is forcing me to do some things. I
feel that she is a dom and i am sub. But i could not be sure.
When i am thinking about this alone, I feel happy and turned on
many times.

Can i talk to her about femdom and cuckolding subjects? Can i
arrange a man to cuckold me in front of her?

Please help me. Can i start a sub life?

Please send me a reply or post your reply on the site if
suitable.

thanks,
John