Chastity, foot worship and the feeling of being gelded
Date: Tue, 21 Jul 2009 14:06:29 -0700 (PDT)
It's been quite some time since I have posted here such that
maybe no one remembers me. My Wife/Mistress and I have enjoyed
almost ten years of lifestyle D/s. I bought her our first
chastity device for our wedding and we took D/s vows, after the
actual wedding, in private.
Chastity has long had a deep hold on me, but after trying so
many different devices my Mistress settled on her favorite as
the Club Fem mcd because she liked the spikes and the pain I had
to endure with every arousal.
She enjoys using me for oral and she has redefined what "sex" is
For me, "sex" has been reduced to simple foot worship.
I once posted years ago on one of the ways she did this,
but I think it's worth retelling.
She would allow me to take my cage off, and then fetch the
petroleum jelly. She would often dress up for my "lesson in self
control" as she would call them. She would have me masturbate in
front of Her. She would tease me with her foot, dangling it and
pointing it at me and would order me to stop masturbating before
I could cum and then she would have me scurry over and kiss her
foot as she told me how nice it felt to have her feet kissed and
worshipped. I would be on the edge but unable to cum, with very
pleasant sensations going through me as I kissed and worshipped
her feet. After she was done, she would make me get back in the
cage and she would refer to my worship as my relief.
It was a long time until I was able to accept that I was being
conditioned to be sexless for her.
She had other, similar activities she would put me through, all
conditioning me to enjoy the pleasure of foot worship more and
more, which I learned to do in a serious way. She even began to
call me her eunuch, she said sex was only for her, and that
males are dirty and that making a "mess" in her bed was
disgusting and unacceptable.
It has evolved over the years to where we are now... "foreplay"
for me is now kissing her hand (first base) kissing Her down
there while she is clothed (second base) kissing her feet from
toes to ankle (third base) and, when she is pleased with me, she
will lift up her foot and allow me the intimacy and pleasure of
kissing the bottoms of her toes and feet (which is going all the
When she wants me to pleasure her, after she is done, she always
sends me to her feet saying "you may have your pleasure now
slave". At this point, I find it intoxicating, mostly because of
all the conditioning and training to make me realign my wants to
her wishes, and now I find her feet are highly eroticized for
She got me a new cage recently and things took a very different
turn after that. It's custom sized and when Mistress realized
how comfortable it was, she took everything a bit farther,
telling me that I am to stay in it for a year in her honor. She
made me take a vow that I would remain caged for the year as
long as there are no physical problems.
It's been over five weeks and I can hardly even feel that it's
there. I feel it is the best cage for many reasons. Mistress
loves it and the really cool thing is, neither of us had any
notion that very first time when she had me put it on that it
might actually stay on me forever, but that is what she has
since implied!! She said that as long as there is no reason to
remove it that it will stay on. The darn thing is so comfortable
When she asked how it felt after a couple weeks in it, I told
her that it felt more like I had been gelded, because most of
the time it feels as if there's nothing there anymore. She
smiled and looked very pleased and said she liked that, adding,
"you do know that once a male is gelded there's no going back
for him" leading me to think that, should I make it for the
year, she'll have a little celebration or something to
acknowledge my 'achievement' and then expect me to continue on
as her eunuch.
New rules, implemented because of this new cage are;
I will remain caged as long as there are no physical reasons to
take it off (I can shave and clean myself easily because of it's
I may not cum. To the end, if and when it happens I must consume
it, because the thought of that deters me from wanting to cum.
Because she says that my fluids must continue to build daily in
her honor, if there is some loss it must be consumed. If she
isn't there I must report it to her.
I must accept that it is disrespectful and disobedient to her if
I do cum and that I will be punished for doing so, in addition
to having to eat it.
I must exercise daily to work off frustration and stay in shape.
I must not bring up the subject of wanting to get out because I
took a vow to stay in it.
This is all true and is not a joke or a fantasy, nor is it
embellished. Has anyone else been kept chaste for such a long
time? (assuming I can do this).
Also, how long is the longest time anyone has gone w/o cumming?
I went the first 3 1/2 weeks but had some spillage in the early
morning 2 weeks ago and swallowed it for the first time in my
life... found it disgusting and don't want to do that again so
I'm trying my best to do as she wishes.
She calls me 'patience' now and says i'll earn the name
'chastity' if i can do this for a year.
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