DOMestic Bdsm and Female Domination

His girlfriend then has to look after the mafia boss and all his friends so the film was full of her having to please them all. Each night she would go to the warehouse to feed her boyfriend. The film closes with him released from the chain but still with the padlock around his testicles as he pulls up his trousers.

This was and still is a huge turn on for me.

For years I contemplated telling my wife about my fantasy of being locked up like that but always chickened out. I then wrote a letter to her telling her about it and bought a padlock hoping that one day I'd have the nerve to tell her.

I think I must have had the letter for at least two years. Then one Saturday evening we got blind stinking drunk and I gave it to her. The evening is a total blur but I can remember her reading the letter and shouting out repeatedly "Where is it, Where is it - Put it on - Put it on". So I did so. As I said the evening was a complete blur.

The next morning I woke up and realized what had happened. I reached down and - sure enough - there it was. I was terrified. I lay in bed wondering what she would say. I must have gone off to sleep again and when I woke up she had gone. I could hear her moving around downstairs. My worry was that either she was very pissed off or that she didn't remember.

I was very very nervous when she came into the bedroom with a cup of tea and a Nurothen. She was smiling so at least she wasn't annoyed but may be she didn't remember? I asked her, very carefully, if she remembered the previous evening.

All she said, very enigmatically was "Oh Yes".

I got up and waited for her to talk about it BUT she never said a word all day. When we went to bed in the evening she told me to lay on the bed while she inspected the situation. She tugged the lock about, tried to pull it off and squeeze my balls through the shackle.

After a bit she just said "You really can't get it off can you"

I said "Not at all"

And she said something like "Poor fool you"

The next morning I had to go to work and she had still said nothing. My original thinking was that if I was lucky the lock would go on for an evenings fun. It never occurred to me that it would stay on for days. I began to get worried that she'd never take it off.

I woke her up to say I was off to work and still she said nothing. Finally I reminded her that I was locked up and she said "So what"

SO - I went to work for the first time with a padlock around my testicles. It was, quite simply, awe inspiring! I was terrified all day and was certain people would know. I was also incredibly incredibly turned on.

We met for lunch and started a long - several days long - discussion about female domination although I hate that expression and much prefer 'a power exchange'

From that day on - several years ago - our lives have changed.

Since then our femdom life has gone up and down according to mood and opportunity.

Later on we got a "shock collar" a modified dog collar one which I posted about here....

http://u4ds.com/2007/01/shock_collar.shtml#c002539

This scared me rigid. I could be locked up with the padlock but that was it - my obedience determined how long it was on - but that was it! The shock collar, on the other hand, was a serious "attention getter"

I have attached an image of the padlock "locked on" if you want to use it. The longest I've been locked up to date is nineteen days

So, we have not used the program for about two years and tried to resuscitate a few days ago to (maybe) get some new ideas. But, like your recent post, it wouldn't work. What went wrong? Is it worth updating? Some of your files date back to 1997!

Please feel free to publish this on DOMestic if you wish but please let me know if it is worth upgrading your program

Regards

Timmie

PS Remember those awesome stories from Bill?